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Have you ever waltzed the halls of an old, abandoned building that you have faint memories of? Have you ever been an active participant of a forum and had those message boards replaced by a newer, better version of them, whilst the old forums are archived and forgotten about (though you can still post and make new threads, but it's terminally brain dead) and re-visited it and had a strong emotion of depression and loneliness that is also accompanied by a sense of reverence and solemn, deep comforting nostalgia, and a complete immersion where nothing else matters? I cannot express in words how I loathe, despise, and love this feeling so sincerely. It makes me want to end my life, but drains every bit of motivation I could possibly have to do it straight from my spirit, wrapping me in a cocoon of bitterness and sadness that cradles me and lulls me in a softly rocking rickety boat gently floating through the murky water of la vita. Is there a name for this feeling? I would very much like to know the name of this lover who so mysteriously visits me and gently kisses my soul, sucking bits of life from it that deposits itself in an empty void, never to be found again.
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Still Alive - Lisa Miskovsky
  • Reading: Death in the Family
  • Watching: TTGL
  • Playing: Amnesia
  • Eating: Gingerbread Cookies
  • Drinking: Whisky in the Jar (Mountain Dew)
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~Renzokuken121 Dec 12, 2010  Student Traditional Artist
Hmm. This is pretty much how I feel about them, tbh. Nicely done, very descriptive, dude.
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~Sottaceti Dec 12, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanx, Oran! >:}
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~Renzokuken121 Dec 16, 2010  Student Traditional Artist
Aha, using my name now, eh Cullen? It's cool, bro. :P
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~Sottaceti Dec 16, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
I think Oran is one of the most interesting names I've ever heard before, actually. I didn't even know that name existed 'til u added me on fb lol
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~Renzokuken121 Dec 22, 2010  Student Traditional Artist
In all of Facebook (excluding that artist) I believe I am the only 'Oran' with said spelling.

Apparently, my mom heard it whilst watching American TV...Hm.
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~Sottaceti Dec 23, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Americans named the great Renzo!
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~Renzokuken121 Dec 24, 2010  Student Traditional Artist
Well I'm honoured you call me great, lol XD
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~Renzokuken121 Dec 12, 2010  Student Traditional Artist
Hmm. This is pretty much how I feel about them, tbh. Nicely done, very descriptive, dude.
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~Yuki-Moon Dec 12, 2010  Student General Artist
This is deep, but the thing about the forum >.> I know how you feel, all the ones I frequate over the years have done this, one even isolated all the sections of the forum into their own one, its depressing T^T

but yeh, keep writing dude, its very emotive :D
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~Sottaceti Dec 12, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much!
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